St. Patty's Day

Well It's 7:08 pm, I'm sitting outside on my front porch smoking a cig, checking my facebook and twitter page....I'm kinda bored, My daughter left earlier today to go to her Daddy's, she normally goes to his house every weekend but this weekend he got her a day early because I'm going to keep her next weekend and that means he won't see her for a week and a half. Anyways I miss her already, I always miss her when she goes to his house but because my finance lives an hour away in Marshville when she goes to her Daddy's I go to his place so I still miss her but I have him around. I won't see him till tomorrow so I'm all alone today. I like having some time to myself every once in a while but it's St. Patrick's day and since I have a lot of Irish in my family it's normally a day I spend with friends and family, but I'm again all alone.... I've gotten a lot done today, I mean McKenna didn't leave till 4 and earlier in the day my sister stopped by with her 2 boys, my nephews, Gage aka Bubba and Greyson. Bubba is McKenna's age 2, so me and my sister were pregnant at the same time:) Greyson is 11 months and adorable, he's walking and just so freaking cute :) I love them so much<3 so I had fun playing with the kids and seeing my sister, Aprille. I have 2 full sister's Aprille is the middle child, she's 23 and Amber is the baby, 21. I also have a step brother, David 25 and step sister Codi 20. Anyways back to my day, which was fun and great but now I'm bored. I worked out, cleaned the house, cook dinner and ate, now I'm just sitting here. I'm sure everyone gets bored and it's not that I'm a loser.....lol b/c I'm not I'm awesome lol I just felt like writing and killing some time until a re run of Vampire Dairies and Nikita come on. But all in all I had a pretty good day, I'm alive so...lol Well let's talk about something else shall we, ummmm.......Well I know in my Long Summary post I stated that me and my finance Ian are still deciding on whether we won't to find a place here in Kannapolis or in the area, where all our friends and family are or I move in with him at his place in Marshville, which is such a beautiful place, I love the house, the yard and it's in the country so it's quiet and did I mention there's no rent, the place is paid for so we would only have to pay utilities. That sounds like the smartest way to go, it does but I think what I'm scared of is because we live so far no one will won't to come visit and that we will be doing most of the traveling back and forth. I don't mind because I love my family but the reason they might not want to come down is because gas is so high which also sucks for us driving back and forth. That also means I would have to find a job down there, which since it's not a big place there's not much to choose from or find one in a surrounding city and drive back and forth. But we should be able to manage seeing as how we don't have rent??? I just always thought I would stay near my family, that way if I have a bad day I can drive over to my Moms or sisters and be there in 5 mins. It's a tough decision and even if we decided to live here in Kannapolis it's not like we couldn't eventually move to his place if we needed to. But either way, I've got to move out of my place. I believe in my long summary I also mentioned that I had to move back in with my Dad and Step Mom when I split from McKenna's father, which I'm greatful and I love them both but I'm 25 and I can't stand living with parents anymore. I have been on my own since I was 17 and yea some bad luck came my way but I'm ready to MOVE!!! So whatever we decide we need to make it quick!! Well I'm done talking for now, I may write a new post later on something completely different, maybe something more interesting like sex drugs and rock N roll....?? Please leave you interesting comments and questions below LOL